Wish I could say this blog would begin on a positive note, I choose to start again now because I am at a loss what to do anymore when life, pain, stress, sleepless nights and thoughts invade my mind. Should have been an easy answer since I always use to write, but fear of failure overtook and I abandoned the blog.
Now that I feel helplessly trapped by thoughts and sure that I don't want to head down the slippery slope of severe depression, the only logical choice was to express these thoughts and maybe life anew will sprout from the accolades of ........yeah right! Lets get real, I bet 12 of my 600+ facebook friends might read this and 3 may make a comment, yup life changing my arse!
But, sweeping the cobwebs of this cluttered mind can only give me hope of room to fill the empty space with more useless articles or tidbits of information like from the Presidential Debate! Why on Earth are people facebooking, tweeting and discussing lies as if its all new? The same crap gets thrown around every 4 years but if you want to pretend go ahead but I refuse! I think we are screwed, all there is to it! Wow, megabites of space just opened up, yup sarcasm is another forte of mine please don't hold it against me just yet.........
If you are still reading your name is either Viv, my favorite fan, big sister, hopeless reader of anything I write, or just as insane, compassionate, dedicated and crazy, so therefor I welcome you! I can not promise you anything since nothing in life is ever guaranteed. Read at your own risk to mind, body and soul because at times things can get chaotic, confusing, outrageous, overwhelming, hysterical and just stupid! Sometimes no other word applies better then stupid, so please do not get offended and contact the "my feelings were hurt because something I care about was called stupid police"! One, because that action is well, stupid, and two no one really will care enough to do anything about it for you so if you have something to say or comment on, do that! That is why I accept them, without your comments my words are just meaningless thrown together for my own enjoyment and trust me when I say that is no fun at all!!!
Getting tired, punchy and a bit sleepy finally, so will continue this banter later on when hopefully a bit of shut eye will bless me tonight and shed some light on things and a more positive perspective can stew a bit.......! Until then, peace out my fellow alien followers.
This blog will be about my new journey to rediscovering "me"! I am writing to understand my feelings during life experiences and answer questions I ponder daily with the situations I am confronted with as a chronic pain sufferer. I hope this will not only enlighten me but you as the reader....to truly be part of this awakening to living with pain.
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So funny guess who I am and who is reading this? You get three guess and the first two do not count..Yep Viv~~~!!!!I love reading everything you write and this is no different..You write so very well.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry dear one that your having a rough time with not sleeping and that makes your thoughts go down. I do not want you on the slippery slope and I do not want you to hit that slope and get to the bottom of the black hole that we know you can so easily get to..
So keep writing my dear and get it out..Share it with me and the world dear they are waiting to hear it they really are sweetone. And just know you will not fail I have confidense in you and you should have it in yourself..I love your sarcastic humor even in the face of storms. I Love You so very much little sister..
Love ya Forever and Always,
Viv (ME2)
Thank you Me2! You know me so well and I just can't express in words what that means to me. I know I could never have made it this far without your unconditional love, caring, support and true honest friendship that is rare to find! I know I can say anything to you and get an honest heartfelt response even if it is NOT what I want to hear. We have been through so much together and our dream of meeting that became a reality last year, was the hi light that made our friendship/soul sisters all the more so real! I can honestly say that you get me like no other except for Bill ever has in my life. The fact that you adore my writing style and sarcastic nature is a true sentiment of just how alike we are......somedays I wonder if God split an egg ten years apart and then allowed us to find each other and share that special bond later in life. A connection like ours is a rare gem and one that I will cherish forever because without you the other half of my spirit will cease to live.
ReplyDeleteLove you always,
Me1
OK - I'm following too, if I may. I've always thought about doing much the same - as in blogging - and yes I'm a wee bit on the sarcastic side also. Anyway blog away and know that you have another follower.
ReplyDeleteThank you for taking time to read and comment my blog but more importantly in becoming a follower!!! :-) Allowing me to entertain your thoughts for a minutes motivates me to put my all into making sure its worth the read. i hope and pray that at least one entry changes you in some way on the positive side of this vast universe. I love comments that are written to spark a conversation about any of the content found within these heartfelt words, so please feel free to not only take a seat to read but to become an active follower! Excited that you too are sarcastic and can see the humor woven into the threads that create an entry worth investing time on.
DeleteThanks again and welcome to my psyche, hope you enjoy the journey!